August 02, 2006

Gnostics

First I want to thank all those who responded to my first blog posting. Publishing a book is like sending a child into the world; there's this feeling of wanting to protect it yet needing to let it go, knowing full well that the child will be both bullied and praised and hoping that after it all it will survive and be of some value to others. For those of you with questions about the parent (me) you might glance at the essay “In Her Own Words” on the Author section of the site. It will tell you a bit more about me and how I came to write RESURRECTION.

I want to address some of the topics you brought up and tell those of you who have not read the book, some of the things I learned while researching RESURRECTION. I'll make this as quick as I can. (I promise I'm not always this serious). While the material I studied is potentially controversial, I want to assure you that my intent in writing the book was not to tear anything down, but to add information that has been lost and could enrich the spiritual dialogue our country is currently engaged in. I'm sorry if it makes some of you uncomfortable and/or angry.

You may or may not know that Christianity did not start out as a unified movement. It was a wide collection of disparate groups all trying to make sense of Jesus and his teachings. Some groups focused on the event of Jesus' death, some on the teachings of Jesus himself, the words of the gospels of those who followed him, some based their interpretations on the teachings of the Torah. Some saw Jesus' resurrection as symbolic, others saw it as actual. But for hundreds of years there was no fixed formula of what Christianity should be, no set rituals or doctrine. There was also great competition between the various centers of Christianity - in Palestine, Asia Minor, Samaria, Galilee, Greece, Rome. In the end, Rome won after Constantine converted and put his army behind the Roman Catholic Church. This is the Christian faith we are familiar with today.

Nearly half way through the serious stuff. Now, a word on Gnosticism. (What the heck is it, anyway?)

Gnosticism was one of the widest spread forms of Christianity in the first few centuries. Because it was a complex and varied movement, it's hard to make generalizations about what the Gnostics did or did not believe. While I do not profess to be an expert, I will share some of the understandings I have about the basic tenets of this faith that has since disappeared.

Gnostics believed that there were two gods - one transcendent and enlightened, the other less competent and well-meaning. It was this lesser god who created the world we humans live in, with all its imperfections and injustices. The Gnostics (like the Buddhists) believed that the material world was full of suffering and they questioned the god that created such a world. But they also believed that inside everyone was the spark of the divine that could be awakened - by knowledge and wisdom - and united with the enlightened God. So Gnostics were at once pessimistic and optimistic.

Some of you raised the issue of Gnosticism and the feminine. It's my understanding that the most influential Gnostic groups saw the male and female as profoundly connected, even on a divine level. A popular Gnostic view described God as a “dyad,” or pair that was both masculine and feminine. This supposition was reflected in their social practices, where women held positions of leadership and equality (and were healers, teachers, priests and prophets). This was true of the Valentinians, Marcionites, Carponcratians, and Montanists. Jesus himself included women in his teachings. Women were also his companions. Until the mid-second century, men and women sat together in places of worship, when Orthodox leaders like Bishop Iranaeus and Tertullian lay down a different law. Tertullian wrote: “It is not permitted for a woman to speak in the church… nor to claim for herself a share in any masculine function - least of all, in priestly office.” So in the second century the position of women changed dramatically.

As my protagonist, Gemma Bastian, comes across fragments of the texts from Nag Hammadi, she finds she knows little about early Christianity. She also finds that the Gnostic Gospels tell a different story than the Gospels of the New Testament. This is both disturbing and confusing. But Gemma is a nurse who has survived the Blitz and the Second World War. She has lost both parents and many loved ones. When we meet her, she is empty in the way only grief can empty you. But the amazing thing about loss is how it wipes your slate clean. You have to start over. In the ending is also a beginning. And when you begin again, anything can happen. RESURRECTION is the story of a new beginning, of a woman finding herself wounded but very much alive. The foundation of her personal resurrection are knowledge and understanding, love and - yes - faith.

For those of you who would like to know more about the complicated subject of Gnosticism, I suggest The Gnostic Bible, edited by Willis Barnstone and Marvin Meyer, The Gnostic Gospels, by Elaine Pagels (I particularly want to credit the chapter, God the Father/God the Mother), and the Gnostic Library, edited by James Robinson.

Next time I'm going to tell a joke.

July 23, 2006

I guess we'll find out

So a few days ago I decided I'm all for this blogging business. I didn't really know what came next; I've never blogged. I called the nice computer guy at my publishing house and asked what I should blog about, he said (with real enthusiasm) “yourself!” This set off an alarm bell, because I am after all a fiction writer who makes up things about other people, people I've never even met. I know there are parts of me in those people, but I don't think about it much and on my own I don't find myself that interesting. Maybe I've been hiding behind my fiction because I am a profoundly dull person. I guess we'll find out.

But this is a site about a book I wrote called RESURRECTION, and if you've found yourself here, that's probably what you want to hear about. The first thing I want you to know about me is that I have not read THE DA VINCI CODE. I have not seen the movie. And yet every review of RESURRECTION will mention that book and my book will be compared to the best seller of all time. For a number of reasons, this makes me nervous.

The reason I never got around to reading the CODE isn't because I live under a rock. It was because I was into another story and I didn't want to be distracted. I found the events around which RESURRECTION is based to be quite incredible and the more research I did, the more impassioned I became about telling this particular story. And something else happened as I started writing the book -- something writers hope for. Things clicked. Characters came to life. Their conflicts and loves and betrayals gripped me; their world, Cairo in the 1940's, became real to me.

The historical material I found for RESURRECTION was radical. I found myself thinking, geez, I could get into some trouble here. But it was all fact -- all out there, for anyone to put together. And it had been put together, but not in fiction. Passages from the Nag Hammadi Gospels were enough to make one's head spin. In the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus says, When you know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will understand that you are children of the living father. But if you do not know yourselves, then you dwell in poverty and you are poverty. The value of self-knowledge in Gnosticism (a valid and widespread Christianity that was later stamped out by the forming church) was paramount. As was learning and tolerance of other faiths. As was respect for women. It was a very different Christianity to the one we have come to know. Most people today are unaware that such a faith ever existed. While there have been wonderful nonfiction books written on the subject, I saw a place for a story. Not everyone reads theology. But stories can find their way into the world. And this story spoke to me with urgency. We seem to be living in a time where people want and need to understand faith – their own and others. They want to know why the judgments are being made, why the wars are being fought. They want all the pieces. I'm one of those people. So that, in short, is how Resurrection came to be. (And this, I have been told, is long enough for a first blog.)